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Venom for the anonymousI know I should feel guilt as I draw these lines
as I fall once again
As I paint these pictures
visions of my past
flash before my eyes like sad photos
my brain goes over these memories again,..
like i have done many times over the years,..
tracing everything about you onto my mind,..
page by page
I look with sorrow,..
look at how broken I have become,..
icy fingers page through my mind,..
these memories like long forgotten art,..
I stop,..
frozen on a picture of your beautiful face,..
I stare in shame,..
why did things change
why did I become this beast
I reached out for you,..
stretching my boney hands towards you,..
I long to feel you aga
What do i need to find?I walk in silence,..
Trying to forget the violence.
Every day trying to forget the past,..
and all the feelings that couldn't last.
But to erase you from my mind,..
is not as simple as you walking out the door.
Trying to forget your forbidden name,..
and the glory of my forgotten fame.
But my mind is always stuck on the scene of your face,..
all i want to do is erase the memories from this place.
Every night i have strange dreams,..
in which no one ever hears my screams.
Everyday i sit alone in my room,..
the loneliness making it feel like a tomb.
My body is starting to rust,..
as is sit and decay, i turn into dust.
I'm waiting for my black k
Where is the deliverance?My heart has turned cold against the world,..
This music is the only thing that can numb me from my pain,..
but it can't hide me from my shame.
I'm an outcast among all mankind,..
always the one that's left behind.
There is a cloud of darkness surrounding my outer form,..
all the other people sees me as a storm.
But this darkness is my protection,..
from all their rejection.
When i look in the mirror my innermost demon is revealed,..    
i can no longer keep it concealed.
My eyes have been opened,
now i can see all the demons.
Just another brick in the wall,..
and another portrait on the wall,..
and a scary face in the mirror down the hall.
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My Other Part: Rebirthby ~Scream0kinzMonstaKid

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~Messenjah-Black Dec 31, 2012  Professional Traditional Artist
love the eyes!
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~Scream0kinzMonstaKid Jan 1, 2013  Student General Artist
Thanks!!! For some reason the more i look at this painting,..the more i come to hate it,..
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